its hard when no one cares. Like yeah people are there for you and want to listen but most of the time they just give you responses you are not looking for or they are there but you want that person to be there all the time, but in reality they have someone else that needs them or they actually have control of their own lives and don’t have time for someone’s bullshit. Resorting to talking to yourself becomes the norm and after a while you don’t even want to listen to yourself. Yeah its understood life is hard but as of now life is just annoying. I don’t want people to think I am weird but it seems I am way passed that point. I really want to do something BIG and hopefully it will give me a new look on life so that I can just move on. I really want to move on from this point in my life. Like Now….